So...I don't really have much to say. I am working hard at student teaching. It's hard and frustrating and I want to quit a lot of times. It's not what I was expecting at all. I'm starting to think about what I want to do with the rest of my life though.
I will be getting a teaching job in the fall because that's the only thing I left for myself to do. I'm trying to decide if I teach a few years, or if I go to grad school after one year. I guess I can decide when I actually am teaching, but I've been thinking more and more about looking into performing and playing my horn for a living. It is kind of one of the unattainable dream goals, but I feel like it's something I can do with a huge amount of work, and maybe a little bit of luck. Maybe that's just crazy talk though.
I joined a community orchestra. They are really bad, but it's somewhere to play so I'm happy with that for now. It's also not a huge time commitment.
Sometimes I wonder about y ability to be a good (music) teacher. Those kinds of teachers are so good at caring (even if they don't and are just pretending...) There is a girl who has a "Wo is me" personality. My teacher is so good at listening. I just want to tell her everyone's life is hard, quit complaining. I've never been very good at that sort of thing. I always ignore sympathy fishers...
I'm super excited for next week! I'm going down to St. George for UMEA! Hopefully it's awesome. And it will be good to have a long weekend full of fun! and friends!
Last week I went to a Guster concert. It was AMAZING!!! childhood dream fulfilled. Their last song during their encore, they completely unplugged and sang Jesus on the Radio acoustically, they even pulled out the banjo. It was some serious magic. I've never experienced the magic that was created during that song. On Saturday I'm going to the Utah Symphony! For Richard Strauss's Ein Heldenleben. No Joke, Strauss wrote pretty much the best music ever, at least for the horns :)
So to leave you here is a horn quartet of The Lion Sleeps Tonight.
If that doesn't do it for you here is what I'm listening to now, it's a beautiful song, I played it for my junior recital minus the orchestra :) Another French piece...like always...




